Stef's Horrorscope, redux

It's almost eerie how these stupid things mirror my life in some way, shape or form. Maybe it's because of the previous post, I don't know. (Italics are mine, BTW)

Aquarius --

Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
Feeling a little down at the mouth when it comes to love? Well, not to worry, because things are about to change. However, if you want to take advantage of these great new opportunities in the realm of romance, it's time to toss out all the junk that's been cluttering your heart and brain. In other words, stop obsessing about the past. Everything that happened was meant to bring you to this moment, with your open and giving heart intact.

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How do I know that someone isn't going to rip my heart out of my chest, throw it down and stomp on it?

The simple answer is this: I don't. I think what this is saying is that I have to trust myself and my heart more, and put the past where it belongs-- in the past.

But why is that so damn hard?

I know I'm not the only one who has these thoughts. Maybe I'm the only one who puts them out for the whole damn world to read. Maybe someone out there reading this can relate and go, "Yeah, I know where she's coming from!"

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I don't know if it's because my time at school is getting short (nine more weeks as of Monday), and I'm anxious about the future, or it's the hurricane because it affected people I care about, or what. There are so many things I have to think about, and actions I have to take in order for my life to follow a new path.

It can be overwhelming at times. I have to continue to think positive. I know where thinking negative got me, and I don't want to ever go there again.



And that's all from where I sit.

--MorelaterZ--