I'm really pissed off...

but I have to keep my anger in check.

I'm not going to vent here, because I have another way to do that. I just have this to say about that: I have been disrespected by someone I deeply care for. He did it for the benefit of someone else. That pisses me off more than the news he's seeing her. She may be a nice person, but she brings out the worst in him. If he has been with her since arriving in Illinois, then why did his behavior towards me change so drastically when she was allegedly present?

I want Saon to be happy, but I think his new g/f is using him. I just have a gut feeling about this. "THE PlAYER" (one of Saon's homemade tattoos) is about to get played.

I hope I am wrong this time.

More laterz--