There are just some days I feel like crap

and it has nothing to do with my physical health.

I know why I'm feeling this way, today at least. I've been thinking about worst case scenarios about any number of things going on in my life. I wish I could just get away from all of it, just for a few days, but without money or a working car, I'm just shit outta luck. Just a few days without listening to my mother complain about how there's no money for this or that, or waiting for social security to decide on my disability case, or wondering about things I have no control over and making myself crazy.

The weather's crappy, I have a constant headache, and I just don't give a damn about anything today.

I think I'm going to go and cry now.

--MorelaterZ--