Well, this is just great (not!)

Mom's phone got shut off. She practically blamed me for it because the part of the bill she didn't pay was the collect calls I made from Louisiana. I was (and still am) royally pissed off, because now if someone wants to hire me, they can't even get me on the phone! If I weren't using the computers at the library, I'd be up that foul smelling estuary without means of propulsion.

I am totally frustrated by my prospects for gainful employment. There was a job fair in downtown OKC yesterday, but I couldn't go because I didn't have the gas to get there, or the money to park in one of the garages...but Mom found money to buy cigarettes!

Then I got a letter from one of the places I'd applied to saying, in effect, that they hired a better candidate, and thanks for my interest. I don't need that, I need a freakin' job!

I gotta get out of Oklahoma. I don't belong here. I'd rather be anywhere else but here. I had this fantasy that I just kept driving til I got somewhere and just started a new life wherever I ended up. Then reality kicked in and I realized that I need money to do that!

I need help. Online job posting boards are a huge joke! What do I have to do, work at 7-11 or something???

If that's what it takes...but I so want to get out of here!

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